happy onam to all :)

now i have onam vacn...great 10 days...somewhat free after the theory and lab exams...but new sem already started...only one day class was there 4 the new sem before the onam vacn...one small assignment is also given in this day:)rest of the days were gone with lab exams and one day for onam celebration...this time,onam celebration in the college was not enjoyed fully...little bit boring...one channel came for shoot these onam celebrations in the college...get bored by them...so leave the college afternoon...two drives were over with in this time...infy and ibs...randum kittiyilla...hoping 4 the best....enikku nallathinullathu kittum:) believing in God....12 of my frnds placed in infy and 3 in ibs...now i m waiting for the companies which are coming...main project is started...we the four went to VSSC Veli 3 days in the onam vacn...got a guide and a project...now studying the basics of the project using labview...very hectic to sit there from morning to evening...but adjust cheyathe pattummo...a completely closed room with fully airconditioned...very boring to sit there...but njangal 4 perum koodi kure chalus okke paranju enjoy cheyunnu...two hrs journey to VSSC...to and fro,four hrs...so enjoying a lot during journey...nothing more...2morrow is onam...going to KTM tomorrow morning...eagerly waiting to go and to spend 3 days with my cousins and relatives...and waiting for sadhya to...happy onam too all....

Friendship is Divine!!!!!!!

Realising the truth

Mostly i make new post when i m sad...in earlier posts also,i wrote about the bad things related to my life...today also i m not good...lot of things are going through my mind...'where wll be i m after one year...will i get placed...'etc...i m sure i will be placed if i do the problems which is usually asked by the companies...but i m not did that...the main problem in my mind today is that my digital electronics mark in S4 is not improved...today the result came...when i saw the mark,i felt sad since i expect gud mark for the improvement...i did the exam somewhat gud...i think this as my bad luck...what else to say...now i have study leave for the 6th sem exam...when i have been utilizing this study leave properly after one of my frnd's advise,the result of the improvement published and i saw this today afternoon...after that also, i tried to study, thinking that past is past...no need to worry abt that and i didn't get anything if i m in tension by thinking that,but there will be loss by thinking past...main problem is that now i have only 70.6% aggregate and i want to maintain this till S8...so i need to score more than 70% in the coming semesters...i will get it...in S5 since i have only 68%,i regretted of my carelessness in studies and decided to be gud in studies...bad results in studies not only affected me...it affect my family also...i know it...i know all the things...but...i m now fighting with S6 portions...lot to study...vast syllabus...each line in the syllabus is an essay...minimum 1hr will take to study each essay...so much portions for each subject...only 10 days more...don't know what to do...but i need to score a gud %...now i m only thinking about my studies and placements...so i expect i can do well...i can achieve all...whether or not...all depends on God's grace...my parents expect a lot from me...not money or such things...they are sure i will placed in a gud company...they don't know my carelessness in studies...tney believe that i will score gud in coming semesters even if my result is not gud in the last sem...when the result of last sem came,my father asked me to do well in the coming semesters and he didn't say anything which hurt me...so i want to keep their trust in me...finally i realised that i will not reach anywhere if i gone like this...so decided to make some changes...now studies are going in a smooth way and pray to god to help me and save me always...

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Very busy with sister's marriage,series exams,records,mini project etc...third series is going on...as first and second series were really gud,it is very essential to write the third series...today i had DSP exam...it was at 1'O clock...was very tired after went for mini project...nothing know to write also...but i decided to write since i scored gud marks in first and second series...ma'm gave 16 questions and told that some of these will be the questions for series exam...when i tried to answer those questions,i realised that i don't know most of the answers other than some of the answers written in my book...some fotostats were also with me...after i realized that i don't know anything,i took the fone and called some of my friends who are padippists...thus i got most of the answers...but when i got the answers,it was already late...no time to study since i want to look some marriage related paripadiz...to iron clothes etc...without knowing anything,i went to college, from there to maruthankuzhy for project,from there to thakaraparambu to buy some of the components needed for our project,then again to maruthankuzhy to give these components and finally i reached college for writing the exam...few of my friends who have already 48,49 etc out of 50are studying by taking all their effort to score 50 out of 50...when i said the last sem percentage to my mother which is 68,she told me 'should score 65% next sem':)anyway i wrote all the answers today without knowing much:D

My First Interview :)

that was my first interview, conducted by TIME on saturday...on friday, they called me and told that 'u have interview tomorrow...also bring your ID card and resume'...i became little bit tensed when i heard this...but i need a moke interview before the placements in my college...so i decided to attend the interview...my sisters asked 'why you are tensed...this is only a mock interview...if you are tensed like this for a moke inteview, how you face the interviews of the companies'...that is right...but i had tension at that time...on saturday morning, i prepared a resume,take the print out and reached chinmaya vidhyalaya for the inteview...they told me to wait for 10minutes...some of my friends were also there...i had no tension at that time...after 10minutes they called me...the interviewer was a lady...i asked 'may i come in mam'...i entered the room...i realised that it was one my of best friends sister...she also know me...she asked me lot of questions about the mini project, why you chose this college,as you studied in girl's school and now studying in girl's college how you mingle with the boys,about my strength and weakness,inline function in C++,difference between ECE and AEI,as you are an electronics student why you are interested in software field etc...i didn't gave any good answer for these questions...as i written one of my hobbies as cooking in the resume, she asked me which food you cooked laslty and when...i told 'yesterday i made chappathi and potato curry for dinner'...i just said it... on that day,we ate from hotel:)she also asked my blog address since i also mentioned that as a hobby...she also asked me'why you chose this as the blog address etc...'at the end, she told me in which more field i want to imrove,what more things should be added in the resume etc...that was the end of the moke interview... anyway, now she got a clear picture about me...when i reached home, i called that friend and when she heard this, she started to laugh...anyway, i need one more moke interview to improve more...athum aa chechiye kondu thanne nadathikkanam:)

I lost my 10Rs!!!!

A big mistake from a mobile company....i don't wish to mention the name of the company bcoz sometimes it may affects them and also this is the first time that i experienced a mistake from the company...one of my cousin is here since she got a job in Kerala university...she send me a message yesterday at 10.30 am asking 'is there harthal tomorrow..if there please inform'...i saw the message only in the evening since the mobile was in silent mode...when i called her one chechi told that 'your account balance is too low to make a call'...i checked the balance...balance is only 15 paise:)...as i want to inform her about the harthal, i took the landphone to call her...i realised that it was dead:(...it has complaints for last one month...so i went to buy a recharge coupon in a shop near to my home...i bought a 30Rs recharge coupon...usually for 30Rs recharge coupon, talktime is Rs25...but i get only 15Rs...that is the talk time for a 20Rs recharge coupon and the net balance in the mobile is only 15.15Rs...immediately i made a call to customer care...a chettan attended my call and i told him about what had happened...he asked me some number in the coupon and i said the number...he also asked when i recharged etc...after a checking of more than 10minutes, he told that, that coupon was appeared to be a 20Rs recharge coupon there...but i told him that, in the coupon it is printed as Rs30...then he told me to meet the dealer of the shop and from there, call to customer care...i suddenly run to the shop...i again said about these things to him...he also said that it is printed as Rs30...what else he can say...again i made a call to customer care...this time the fone was taken by a chechi...i again explained about all these to that chechi...as he said, chechi also said the same things...i gave the fone to uncle and uncle also talked to her...she told him to contact the distributor...then he called the distributor...how the distributor knew about this...he is also a person like us...he also know about what is printed on the coupon...uncle has 9 more coupons in this set in the shop and he is worried about this bcoz sometimes these 9 coupons will have the same problem....he has no problem for the 10Rs that i had lost...why should he worried about the 10Rs lost for me...right?? i gave the recharge coupon to him and he will ask about this to the distributor when he come to the shop tomorrow...he can't do anything since this was a mistake from the company...anyway i lost 10Rs forever...10Rs is not the major problem...this is a big mistake which should never happen...there is a saying in malayalam 'oru abadham ethu policekaranum pattum'...sometimes that was happened for the company also...i expect such a big mistake will never happen again since we lost more money if they make such mistakes again:)

Really hard to face each day in life

First update of my blog in this month....these days were not that much good...i haven't had slept for last 3 days since my series exams are going on...2 subjects per day....at the day before the exam, in the evening, i m tensed about what to write tomorrow...2 subjects...'which one will study first?? can i cover the portions for the series??' ...these are the questions going through my mind at that time...anyways, 4 exams are over....not easy...not tough also...it goes like that...today's exams are postponed to monday bcoz of the powerful protest of the left parties against the fuel price hike...yesterday at 3.15, notice was published saying that '2morrow's exams are postponed to monday'...we became very happy...that is one of the good thing happened yesterday....then about the price hike...a sudden increase of Rs 50 for LPG...the middle class and lower middle class people are mainly affected by this....this is overburden to us since we are already suffering from the rise of prices of essential commodities....when i heard this in the news, i m absolutely shocked...anyway earn more money to meet all these....

'why i m like this????'

When i login to this blog, i have no idea what shall i write....my mind is almost blank....all the days, i take new post and start to write something....sometimes i will post, sometimes i didn't...in the last day, i wrote about something and i deleted....i don't know why?? at that time i didn't publish the post....anyway my mind is not satisfied....the reason is me itself....i m indifferent in my studies....now i have semester break till june 1st....started on may 13th...my sister's marriage is on june 22nd...so all of us are busy with the marriage...we went to KTM on may 14th and came back on 22nd....i took some of my books and assignments....i completed almost one assignment when i was there...we go morning(usually after 8'O clock) to invite the relatives for the marriage and reach home only after 7.30....after that we became tired and all of us go to bed after dinner....so i didn't get time to study when i was there...that is not a problem....i get almost 7 days after that....i did only nearly 60 problems for the placement and studied 2 essays for the series examination....my series starts on june 3rd....there are 6 subjects, 2 labs and also one mini project.....series of one subject is alredy over since that mam's marriage is on may 31st....the remaining 5 subjects:( how i write??? anyway start study....that is the only solution....today i took the book at 7'o clock and start studying....but i feel bore and so i sign in to the blog...upto my 4th standard, i m very regular in my studies....i was in KTM at that time....i joined in a new school in TVM in 5th std....i lost my confidence when i m in that school....i don't know why??? i studied in malayalam medium till 4th...when i joined the school in TVM, headmistress of that school forced my father to put me in english medium since that was the first batch of that school for the english medium....anyway lot of thanks to that sister....but in 5th std, i m not able to follow the classes and i m not interested in studies because i didn't understand anything since all the subjects are in english....when i came home, i go to bed after eating and watching TV....i didn't take atleast one book....anyway after 5th i m slightly improved in english and i was able to follow the classes...but my studies are going worse....but in the exam, i scored almost good marks...i m very weak in Hindi at that time....i got only 17 or 18 out of 50....18 is needed to pass the subject...once i got 17 for Hindi...that means i failed...i started crying since that was the first time i failed in a subject and i requested to give 0.5 marks more to the sister....but she didn't gave....i don't know why....my english improved to some more extent at that time...i joined for tuition in 10th std...that sir was very strict...almost 8 of my classmates was there for tuiton...all these 8 are good in their studies....we are very close friends....these friends help me a lot to improve my studies....thanks to them also....he asked questions daily....if not answered he beat us...so i started to study regularly and i scored very good mark in my 10th std....like that i also got good mark in 12th std and somewhat good rank in entrance exam....thus i joined in an engg college....half of first year was good....i got good marks...now also i m not weak in my studies...but lost my interest in studies....again i m saying, i don't know why?? anyway start studying....that is the only solution for this like i said earlier....

Some good thoughts

never cry for any relation in life because for the one whom you cry does not deserve your tears and the one who deserves it will never let you cry....

A face can speak thousand emotions but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels...don't be fooled by the happiest face, it may be masking the most hurting heart...

'i trust u' is a better compliment than 'i love u' because u may not always trust the person u love, but u can always love the person whom u trust....

Choose the one who loves u and not whom u love

Love is like a butterfly...the more u chase it, the more it eludes u...but if u just let it fly, it will come to u when u least expect it....love can make u happy, but often it hurts, but love is only special when u give it to someone who really worth it...so take your time and choose the best...when u love someone its nothing...when someone loves u its something...when u love someone and they love u back, its everything....

My Kerala

Kerala is a narrow green strip of land located in the South West corner of Indian Peninsula which is also known as “God’s Own Country”. It is sandwiched between the Western Ghats mountain range on the East and the Arabian Sea on the West. Kerala is an enchantingly beautiful place with rivers, backwaters, beaches, coconut palms, paddy fields, mountains etc. The National Geographic Magazine refers to it as one of the fifty must see destinations of the world…

River Meenachil

The river is immortalised through the booker prize won, Arundhathi Roy's 'God of Small Things'. Almost all malayali's heard about this river...I was born and brought up in a village in Kottayam District...My 'tharavadu' is near to this river...we take bath in this river...i have lot of cousins...we studied in one school...very closely attached to each other...we went to school together, at lunch time we came to home('tharvadu') and eat together...after the class we again came to this home and played together...very sweet memories...now also we r going together to take bath in this river....on rainy season it is very difficult to take bath....river is full of muddy water....we can't predict the depth of the river at that time....after my fourth standard we leave Kottayam and settled in Trivandrum...One morning(the day we want to come back to TVM), as usual we went to take bath with my mother...that was a rainy season....during rainy season, everyone did is that take water from the river in a bucket and take bath..i know about this..but i want to jump into the river since that was the last day in KTM..i asked to my mother...she agreed just to go one step and take bath..i suddenly jumped in to the river...but i didn't get any place to stand since it is full of mud and leaves during rainy season..i drowned in water...my mother and cousins feared...my mother also jumped in to the river...as she is a gud swimmer she take me from the water and kept me in riverside...anyway thank to God...thank to my mother also...

to the one who is very special to me!!!!!!!

why i created a blog????

i m an engg student..now in 6th sem....now preparing for the campus placements:)when companies r coming,they will ask'what is ur hobby?' since i have no reading habbits, i decided to find out a new hobby other than reading,sleeping,watching TV,listening to music,orkutting etc..don't think that i m a lazy girl...i m above average in studies....now in a reputed engg college...since i m preparing for placements,i m going for coaching...Once in a class, Sir told that blogging is a gud hobby....'just create a blog....from there onwards u r a blogger'...when i heard this i think that 'Oh God,this is a gud hobby for a girl like me'....in that class, i decided that, today when i reach home, i will create a blog....i m very happy that 'i get a gud hobby'!!!! there is a saying in malayalam 'pattiyude vaal panthiraandu kaalam kuzhalil ittalum nivarila'...i don't know what is this saying in English....anyway i m like that....anyway when i reached home, as usual i changed my dress,ate food,watched TV,used net etc...just mean that i didn't do anything gud for me in that day...so my dream of creating a blog was not success in that day:( when i went to my native place last week, i read an article about a girl who is a gud blogger...i forgot her name....forgot the name of the blog also...'the compulsive confessor' something like that....anyway i like that article very much....she wrote all about her life....i m very impressed in that article....again i decided that when i reach home i will create a blog.....anyway that come true...this is my blog!!!! the one that i wish to make for months..........